Those Moments...

[Note :  I am a Fan of Supernatural TV series....but in recent days i have felt that..i am more a fan of the leads namely Jensen Ackles , Jared Padalecki , and Misha Collins than the story itself...may be it's Hellatus's effect..may be not...]

I was sorting out my Gif Collections of HC's, SPN's ,J2M's, HP's etc..(i belong to Many fandoms LoL)
 when i came across this Gif..

which reminded me a tweet i read sometime ago..which aptly described Jensen Bro's acting style...

"Jensen has mastered the art of Micro-Expression and Subtle Nuances"

Bless her who ever she was who tweeted that because It's So true..The moment captured for eternity in the above gif is a Good example in support of the above tweet :) His Moss green eyes looks like as if..the fire within...the very life has been extinguished!! :O as if Dean has no reason whatsoever to live..and that he is just going through the motions of life..it's as if..the eyes are silently asking "should i go on?" again and again..
the Faint crinkling of his Eyebrows accentuates the lifelessness of his extinguished eyes..the still face devoid of any emotions..is an excellent way of emoting WITHOUT showing anything on face...and THAT is very tough! as it's against the nature of any actor's natural way....where any actor is trained to emote everything explicitly..here Jensen Bro had to stay inside the boundary of  a "lost the war" man's portrayal..and hence he abstained himself from overdoing it..and showed the entire storm a man goes through in those tough moments intelligently in his face WITHOUT overdoing it..and THAT is a Tremendous effort!!

How does Jensen Bro's eyes tears the right amount the situation warrants???? ( and am proud that J2M hardly use the glycerine :O ) it can only happen when an actor can LIVE the role he does..FEEL for it..take the journey of the role through various Ups and Downs ..the various turns it takes through the story..and Only then..the actor can impart justice to it!! ... and Jensen Bro does JUST that ..every single time he faces the camera..No wonder he could Donne the role of Dean Winchester year after year..seasons after seasons...successfully with the same fervor..and of course maintains the same high status in the eyes and hearts  of his Fans..AND the general Viewers of his present and past shows!!

My point is strengthened much more by the above Gif..this one particular gif says so much :O
1] it's as if Dean is burying his emotions in an instant..
2] as if He fears to Accept the truth 
3] as if He doesn't WANT to come to terms with the apparent sin (grrr) he commit-ed *rolls eyes*
4] as if there is a flood of emotions which he is trying to barricade himself with that small gulp and flick of his mouth..
5] as if he feels so guilty of whatever he has done (or he thinks he did) that he can't look
 in the eyes of the person in front of him
6] Above all the Most Strong Emotion making itself present here is Dean's Now..Legendary in some distant sense But Largely Notorious (grr) "heroic Self-depreciation" ...an..an..intense self loathing...his low self esteem and self worth issues (are a major topic in itself which i will explore in coming posts..) make Him (dean the character) much more believable....humane and very real!!

Now when an actor can show you an entire gamut..an entire world of emotions in a few seconds of silent shot..HAS TO BE A LEGEND IN EVERY WAY!! and here i am reminded of that beautiful letter a fan read out in JIBCON that of Jensen bro being an OSCAR MATERIAL..that's so so apt!!

ah!! what a Video...!!! bless @Curucuzz for reading it out!! and @SPNvostfr for uploading it.. SHE deserves a MEDAL!!